Often I hear this question that ‘how come a filmmaker does not realize how bad a film he is making’. The truth is that the filmmaker will be the last to know how the film is shaping up or shaped up.
Many people don’t realize that a film is a collection of a series of decisions taken over a long period of time and each one of those decisions will be influenced by factors which are dominant that particular day. Factor’s will be as varied as the frame of your mind, what films seem to working, the reactions to each idea of your from people you are surrounded by etc. So by the time you finish the film and edit, it is highly likely you have completely forgotten the original intention and objective. When I see a film made by anybody including mine, more than the film I like to study the state of mind of the filmmaker at the time he made it and what could have been the original intentions behind it.
Many have criticized me for being highly cautious in the making of my magnum opus AAG. The Truth is that I have never been more careful and passionate than in the making of any film of mine more than AAG although they have been employed in wrong direction.
I think the most careless I have been so far is in the making of SATYA. I did not have a Script or One Line Order with me on the day of the shoot. That is not to say that is what it takes to make a good film. It is pretty more complex than that.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
True Love ?????
I really dont understand what is meant by true love.I fell in love(or like) with many girls from my childhood .
I dont agree that i am attracted or infactuated to them because if i am attracted or infactuated to any one of them i would come up with some lust feelings towards them during my imaginations.I never had lust feeling towards them ,but i just imagined that i am with them,talking something etc. But i felt or dreamt of lust towards some girls or aunts whom i see in the sourroundings.so i can confidently say that i fell in love or i liked them so much.
After all these, a girl asked me recently or made a statement about me "That i did not love any one or i was only attracted to them ", and she said "i am not true in my love" and questioned me how can i love that many girls and also Said that i was a flurt.
So actually what is meant by true love,
1.We should only love one girl in our whole life.
Ans:: I bet this will contradict with every one in the world.
2.So we need to wait for a girl life time to accept our love .
Ans:: Its just waste in ones life waiting for a girl to accept our love.Unless his passion in life is that girl.
3.We should prove something to make girls believe our love.
Ans:: Here comes another point of security for girls to believe us.
As a boy I mention about girls but this same story holds good for boys too.
According to me Every single individual will have a particular instinct about opposite sex in them ,that will make them attract and fall in love or like the opposite sex people.
So in all our lifes if we like 10 girls surely they will have the same instinct in them which we like.
Let me tell you about an incident where a girl questioned me "How can a boy or a girl who are in deep love can think of another one". The best i understood is "The boy or girl liked the other based on their instincts ,what if they met a new one with the same instincts and sounds more positive than the one we had, obviously our heart wont listen to us and moves closely to new one.
According to me there is no true love between a boy and girl ,its purely a situation based thing. Sometimes if we get a lover with all the instincts that we like and we never get a chance to meet another one with same instincts and a better one then we will be loyal to our first one. Or if our lover surprises us by behaving in the way we like to see them or understands us and behaves accordingly ,then there will be a true love.
All Marriages are full of compromise .True love comes out only when the beloved one shows or buys or acts in interest of the other .
I came across a dialogue which make lot of sense to me.For a pair to be happy in life after their love marriage needs 3 important things.
1.Love
2.Time
3.Money
If any one of the above 3 falls short then the relation will not go smooth.If there are hicups in the middle because of the 3 things the couple compromises for couple of times .But if it repeats often the relation will be a disaster.
I dont agree that i am attracted or infactuated to them because if i am attracted or infactuated to any one of them i would come up with some lust feelings towards them during my imaginations.I never had lust feeling towards them ,but i just imagined that i am with them,talking something etc. But i felt or dreamt of lust towards some girls or aunts whom i see in the sourroundings.so i can confidently say that i fell in love or i liked them so much.
After all these, a girl asked me recently or made a statement about me "That i did not love any one or i was only attracted to them ", and she said "i am not true in my love" and questioned me how can i love that many girls and also Said that i was a flurt.
So actually what is meant by true love,
1.We should only love one girl in our whole life.
Ans:: I bet this will contradict with every one in the world.
2.So we need to wait for a girl life time to accept our love .
Ans:: Its just waste in ones life waiting for a girl to accept our love.Unless his passion in life is that girl.
3.We should prove something to make girls believe our love.
Ans:: Here comes another point of security for girls to believe us.
As a boy I mention about girls but this same story holds good for boys too.
According to me Every single individual will have a particular instinct about opposite sex in them ,that will make them attract and fall in love or like the opposite sex people.
So in all our lifes if we like 10 girls surely they will have the same instinct in them which we like.
Let me tell you about an incident where a girl questioned me "How can a boy or a girl who are in deep love can think of another one". The best i understood is "The boy or girl liked the other based on their instincts ,what if they met a new one with the same instincts and sounds more positive than the one we had, obviously our heart wont listen to us and moves closely to new one.
According to me there is no true love between a boy and girl ,its purely a situation based thing. Sometimes if we get a lover with all the instincts that we like and we never get a chance to meet another one with same instincts and a better one then we will be loyal to our first one. Or if our lover surprises us by behaving in the way we like to see them or understands us and behaves accordingly ,then there will be a true love.
All Marriages are full of compromise .True love comes out only when the beloved one shows or buys or acts in interest of the other .
I came across a dialogue which make lot of sense to me.For a pair to be happy in life after their love marriage needs 3 important things.
1.Love
2.Time
3.Money
If any one of the above 3 falls short then the relation will not go smooth.If there are hicups in the middle because of the 3 things the couple compromises for couple of times .But if it repeats often the relation will be a disaster.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
YSR and Chicken story
As we brought up in an environment saying that if we sacrifice something which we like most and pray for a cause ,it will surely happen. So on implementing this two years back when i was reading about the suicides of farmers related to SEZ(social economic zones) in AP i qutted eating chicken, praying god that this should stop or the people behind this should be brought down from the power.
Later on aug 29 2009 i cursed god a lot after reading an article about farmers suicides because of debts. That too for an amount of 10000 rupees.I felt whats the use of me sacrificing something when there is no use or gain from it.I felt so bad that night and went to sleep. But my instinct strongly warned me that something is gonna happen in the next few days.
So as i said after few days i saw a news snippet saying YSR gone missing ,i felt at that moment i recieved some answer to my prayers,next day they declared he was dead in the chopper mishap.I know its just a coincidence .
Though I never thought that something should happen to YSR ,this came as a surprise to me beacuse at the same moment i am planning to start eating chicken and stop believing in god and follow objectivism of ayn rand.
Later now my mind has completely transformed into another stage that i really stopped in believing these standard procedures of rituals to god .Before i used to become so emotional after reading any article about farmers or people suffering. But after much thinking i stopped becoming emotional and thinking in a strange way as "Why should i sacrifice or feel emotional for some one who can not make it in his life"
I still believe that there is something supernatural that creates and guides beyond our limits, but iam strictly trying to stop in believeing about holy books ,procedures,rituals and practices to please god created by some priest ,preacher or a prohphet. Just we need to think according to situation and take a decision and face it as well as handle it.
I realized Its a pretty dumb thing to sacrifice a habit or a thing and expect something to happen in return to it. I think it looks like a business .Its clearly give and take policy.I quit dealing with this business.
Later on aug 29 2009 i cursed god a lot after reading an article about farmers suicides because of debts. That too for an amount of 10000 rupees.I felt whats the use of me sacrificing something when there is no use or gain from it.I felt so bad that night and went to sleep. But my instinct strongly warned me that something is gonna happen in the next few days.
So as i said after few days i saw a news snippet saying YSR gone missing ,i felt at that moment i recieved some answer to my prayers,next day they declared he was dead in the chopper mishap.I know its just a coincidence .
Though I never thought that something should happen to YSR ,this came as a surprise to me beacuse at the same moment i am planning to start eating chicken and stop believing in god and follow objectivism of ayn rand.
Later now my mind has completely transformed into another stage that i really stopped in believing these standard procedures of rituals to god .Before i used to become so emotional after reading any article about farmers or people suffering. But after much thinking i stopped becoming emotional and thinking in a strange way as "Why should i sacrifice or feel emotional for some one who can not make it in his life"
I still believe that there is something supernatural that creates and guides beyond our limits, but iam strictly trying to stop in believeing about holy books ,procedures,rituals and practices to please god created by some priest ,preacher or a prohphet. Just we need to think according to situation and take a decision and face it as well as handle it.
I realized Its a pretty dumb thing to sacrifice a habit or a thing and expect something to happen in return to it. I think it looks like a business .Its clearly give and take policy.I quit dealing with this business.
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